Unfortunately, today makes day 9 of fever which is very frustrating and exhausting. I had really looked forward to a week of feeling good before starting my next round of chemo and so far that just hasn't been in the plan. I've been on 4 antibiotics, an antiviral, antifungal, had 4 blood cultures, (and lots of other stuff cultured) but no answers can be found. Tomorrow they said they'll be checking my spinal fluid - yea. I just keep praying that God's hand is somehow active in all of this. I know that some day we'll all be able to see the plan, but right now it is very difficult.
Hear my prayer, O Lord; listen to my cry for mercy. In the day of my trouble I will call to you, for you will answer me. ~ Psalm 86: 6-7